“May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism.” - No one knows

YaLun has a torn ligament too! REN DAI = ligament what.

So, but people keep telling me its gonna affect you for life and stuff. And listening too much to stuff like that will feel very very miserable. Like when you get old or pregnant it will hurt like shit.

But YaLun has a torn rendai too. And his like more serious than mine cause when it jumped it BRAHU&@#(E and they knew it was serious. But when my got torn I still could JUDO and randori leh. And YaLun nvr go for operation. OH WELL. NEXT TIME I WNA MARRY YALUN WHAT ANYWAY, SEE <--, THUS we can suffer with our torn ligaments. AHAHH! :D

BUT NOW RIGHT, I cannot squat properly. Squatting is a very useful thing to do. Like, in the toilet, its my favourite cubicle. And and, like when you get tired of shopping what you do? YOU SQUAT. I secretly love squating.

And about CCA, I dont care, still going judo camp to stone and whatever. Then then ask the teacher for whatever. I'm trying air rifle. If it doestn work, I will try as XINRU suggested. Set up an Animal Club. Then I can be PRESIDENT leh.

Had fun on tues with east coast with casslynn, doreen, jiayu, phoebe and david. :D I LOVE THEM! Suntanning cheers me up, so does bitching and gelare waffles.

HOLIDAYS SUCK. Its only JC1 midyear and we have to go back almost everyday for lectures and tutorials. Very hiong leh. Its only JC1 midyears. Imgine Promos or A lvls. Please DIE. OH, not forgetting PW. SUCK.

CHEER UP CHEER UP EVERYONE AND SHUYAN!

"Remember, nothing hurts worse than pain." -- Source unknown

ITS 100%, I can't stay in JUDO. WHY SO?

I tore 2 knee ligaments and the damage is permanent. To let it heal, I have to go for some shit operation which I REFUSE LAH.

Then the doctor said, Im sorry but no more judo for you. Then I started crying. Then I asked if I can play soccer. He said NO too and started talking about soccer players who tore the same ligament like Micheal Owen.

Total FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKSHIT.

Then I came out and called Michelle. FUPSET LEH!

LEG, you very bu zheng qi! like that only 2 ligaments torn! YOU LOUSY LEH YOU!
NOW, I CANNOT DO HARDCORE SPORTS ALREADY!
I am unable to act sporty and walk the sporty lu xian.

AND, you are forever unrepairable! You KUKU! Im terribly disappointed in you. You could perform some miracles and by some chance heal completely on your own. =D CAN YOU?

PLEASE DO!

So now, I have to search for a NEW CCA and I have to QUIT JUDO.

So I'm thinking, Pugi? Guitar? or Interact?

LIFE SUCKS LAH SERIOUSLY.

im so fupset over this.

Oh, and to make my day worse, the ocip teacher is pissed with me.

Labels: judo, kuku, leg

“I had to fight all my life to survive. They were all against me... but I beat the bastards and left them in the ditch.” -- Ty Cobb

Im am totally hurt and upset by this gross world again.

WHY SO?

IN S.H.E's latest MV, the son together with FLH, its acted out by JIRO, CALVIN and HEBE. lIKE WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO? Is jiro not very busy with his filiming schdule of ISWAK 2 and stuff?

I think, I will direct a new MV soon. Changing the leads of course. TO Arron and only ARRON. When I have fully understood the meaning of the lyrics better.

Stupid world.

No idea whats wrong with the world now. Hebe goes with Arron okay, not some other FLH grp member.

Labels: flh, hebe, new mv, world

"We'll THROW if you're too SLOW. " -- http://nyjcjudo.wordpress.com/

All hope is not lost.

My parents relented a little after hearing if I am not in judo I will join soccer. So they said "I wont write the letter for you to quit judo yet. See what the doctor says." SEE? There's hope right?

This happened the morning after the night I asked them if I could continue judo. Then I said a lot of stuff about judo but they IGNORED me and carried on watchin tv like nothing was happening. So okay. Cant join judo right? So I said "Okay, then i join soccer."

And a reaction occurred.

Oh well, all hope is not lost. I hope the doctor is not one kuku person.

People in Judo rocks okay! =D

Anyway, I realised the only thing stressing me out in my life is just the fact that I may not be ble to continue in Judo. That's all.

Cause ever since I realized that, I've been emoing a lot at home. Emoing at home = sleeping at 6.pm. AHHA! and not doing any homework of course. Not doing homework is a pretty shuang thing afterall. Its hard work being a mugger.

To be a hardcore mugger, you have to

LISTEN DURING LECTURES
TAKE DOWN NOTES IN LECTURES
DO YOUR HOMEWORK REGULARLY
LISTEN DURING TUTORIALS

Tough work man.

Classes are cheering me up sort of. Passing pieces of paper during tutorials and lectured are the most hilarious thing EVER lah!

I mean. all felicia asked was when we wanted chem extra lessons during the June hols. First it started off with

Dear Felicia,
fgsfgsg
Love. whoever.

In the end, it amounted to this.

KOPED PIC FROM JIAYUN"S BLOG. THANKS AR WOMAN! =D

Next Erwin asked the class to pay $5.30 for some maths TYS. And all sorts of ridiculous rubbish appeared again. =D Like, PI, GPP on how we should pay, a chinese letter on how we should pay, letters including a letter exclaiming that the maths TYS at popular costs 10cents cheaper and save 10cents here and there can amount up to one big stuff. There was even a cheque okay! Laugh like mad lah!

Kentat did this bank thingy. Dont rmbred how it looked like but i rmbr the date was wrong so after he drew the cheque it said, sry ah, you have to bank the cheque at a later date.

There were even some funny person who went and marked the letters. Like put ?? and what is this at ppl's smiley faces and LOL.

Oh, and Casslynn's doing a compilation of all the pieces of foolscap we pass around during lectures. Its hilarious! Its between Casslynn, wanpei, jiayun, DJ, tzekai, bobo and I. All sorts of rubbish are on those papers. AHHA!

Cheers me up! =D But sadly, there will be somethings to make your day sad.

Lastly lets end this post with a letter to LEG.

LEG,

You have been a very mean leg to your owner (me) lately. I mean, you have been in okay condition for the past 16 years of my life. Why did you have to let me down now? For the past 16 years I have not suffered any sprains or whatsoever, why do you have to go tear your ligament now? Is that the correct thing to do? I think not, LEG.

Thanks a lot. LEG for not letting me participate in Judo now. If I have to quit, I shall blame full responsibility on you. Why did you have to tear so easily? My god, you are not made of tissue only right? You have made me utterly miserable for the past how many weeks. Please do something about this problem and heal soon. If not you will grow fat. Don't blame me if that happens.

Your SINCERELY,
ShuYan

Labels: 0716, hope, judo, leg, soccer

LIFE SUCKS!

i really dont wna quit judo okay.

i seriously love the people in judo. =D all the sisters and stuff.

the lovely gaying and bitching.

but my parents are so persistent on me quitting they even volunteered to write a letter and stuff.

feel very very shitty now.

I REALLY DONT WNA QUIT.

but my parents want me to quit cause of stupid LEG, and they think that it will come back and they refuse to spend that unnecessary $$ to go to the doctor over and over again.

BUT, LIKE, HUH! Sucks lar. I think i secretly enjoy fighting. I refuse to never fight again!

Im so fupset i refuse to study for the bloody econs test tmr.

JC life is getting really shitty. NO judo, NO good fate, NO T, FAIL tests, STONE in lecture, GET TIRED the whole day.

Very meaningless leh.

HAHAHA is sucky too.

WHY IS LIFE SUCH A SAD MISERABLE THING. Then nice lovely things get thrown your way, it turns into hell suddenly.

TOTAL FUCKSHIT.

All this emo stuff is making me very miserable and unhappy and emotionally unstable.

THE WORLD SUCKS LAH.

Im sick of bloging about how life sucks and moaning and groaing about LEG and shit load of homework. Therefore, I shall blog about one of my favourite person in the world today.

HEBE!



Shes's so damn pretty la! SEE SEE! Evidence. She looks pretty playing bball, looks pretty staring at something else and giggling, looks cute doing sticking her tongue out of her mouth. =D Plus she sings damn well too. I love her vocals. They are so lovely. Every time I hear her sing I will feel very very happy. I have no idea why either.

She looks pretty with her hair short too!

Sigh, Wilber, wilber, wilber, what are you doing man? Look at this pic, you and hebe look perfectly lovely together. Why are you hanging out with the likes of jolin tsai? Are you cockeye or something? You and Hebe are endorsing coca-cola together and have filmed an advertisement together. Why are you and Hebe not going steady? Why are you 2 not getting married? WHY DID YOU KISS SELINA IN THE ADVERTISEMENT AND NOT HEBE?

Oh well, at least you are cool enough to sing and dance with her during S.H.E.'s world tour concert. HUH! But that proves again how blind you are. Wilber! Have you not realised how blind you are? TAKE FASTER! JIO HER JIO HER! Kuku leh. Its a yuan zai tian bian, jing zai yan qian thing. Dno whats wrong with you also.

Oh well, if Hebe and Wilber doesnt end up together, theres always hope for Hebe and ARRON! Do they not look adorable together? But maybe they arent together cause Arron is intimidated by Hebe. I just pray Arron wont end up with RAINIE or whoever of that calibre, Must be of Hebe type. If Arron ends up with Rainie or something I think I will hate him forever for being such a lousy piece of shit. =( Whatever lah. Hebe Arron. =D

Whats wrong with male celebrities in Taiwan. hebe is a perfectly good catch. There should be tonnes of rumours of her around, but she gets stuck with people like Vaness and Jay. not that Jay is not good but yknow, Wilber is BETTER lahhhhh. Or LZX, or xiaogui. OOH! Maybe xiaogui since she always goes on YLBFB. =D Yeah. BUT sadly NO. ROAR!

Stuff like that totally cheers me up. =D Has this weird magical effect like TV can do. Sighhhh. I guess later. More happiness. I love weekends.

Labels: Arron, hebe, wilber, xiaogui

“I told the doctor I broke my leg in two places. He told me to quit going to those places.” -- Henry Youngman

I went to the doctor today about LEG. The doctor say until like very shitty then still must go see specialist. FUPSET okay!

As much as Im really afraid of judo trngs, the feeling of just sitting there and watching only is just much much more terrible. Oh well, DJ will stone with me on thurs.

Sucks man.

The only good thing about LEG getting injured that is no NAPFA. =D They should just put a fail on my result slip. I really dont mind. Its not a big deal for me.

Another sucky thing. I cant collect [PLAY] until dno when. ^#%^&!$&^!%^

Being a mugger is so mnda difficult.

Labels: judo, leg, mugger, napfa

"No time to put quote."

I have no time for anything now lar seriously. PW is eating up my time, so are studying for tests. I dont even have time to finish off homework. Luckily PW project is fun to an extent.

Bio SPA tomorrow. Going to die again. AND Maths inequality open book test. The last MI test I got 2/10. Totally not cool. Chinese test tomorrow as well. This week will seriously suck. There's NAPFA and maths test consisting of 6 chapters.

I really want to end school at 2/3+. Not 5 plus or on cca days 8+. Seriously exhausted. Its scary to see everyone growing panda eyes.

I seriously hate all this shit and all the problems that come with it.

I feel bloody injured. Everywhere. Mentally, Physically. Knee hurts, toe hurts, skin on leg hurts, bruises sort of hurts.

Labels: hurts, PW, suck, tests, tired

"The Nintendo DS arguably marks the future of hand held gaming." -- Some webpage

I hate NAPFA. NAPFA SUCKS.

And Im so going to fail NAPFA. Stupid.

Its a stupid activity lar seriously. Its unnecessary and who said it can really test fitness. As if jumping 5 metres on both feet can test if you are really fit or not. HUH!

I hate running running running. I dont deserve leg muscles. For the past 16 years I dont do avtive running. Ever cine this napfa thingy started and we ran 1.6 in pri sch, i was always rhe last in class with my buddy who will talk/walk with me as we run. In sec sch, pretty much the same. Last in class with a buddy (cheryl phua) to walk and talk with me. We will waste precious energy thinking where to start walking. =D

Therefore, I dont understand why I even have leg muscles. Its not right. I dont climb the stairs VERY very often either.

Skin is falling. Judo groundwork does that to everyone.

Anyway, Im really really really going to eat less starting from tomorrow. I've been eating rubbish for the past one month. I feel like a rabbit lah! Throw anything also eat. Except I dont eat veggies.

Gross people REALLY SUCK.

Good fate can go and die as well.

Im going to join Jacquelyn and maybe doreen in search for T.

Labels: judo, napfa, T

"Be great in act, as you have been in thought." -- William Shakespeare

My dad is exhibiting mean behaviour. This morning he told me I was fat. This evening when I got home, there was potato chips, cookie ice-cream and fattening cake at home.

HUH! Then on normal days when I am dying of hunger at home and there is nothing to eat, he refuses to buy lovely goodies like that.

HOW TO DIET LIKE THAT?

Everytime I hang out with the judo ppl sure grow fatter. Xinru agrees too. Cause we have food at home but we still eat out. ROAR!

SUCKS MAN! Im going to grow skinnier!

Im going back to hahaha! I love hahaha leh! I must watch more YLBFL to catch up on my hahaha's news. =D

Labels: diet, hahaha, hunger, skinnier

" Chemistry and mathematics seemed logical studies to emphasize, although I had little concept as to where they might lead." -- Paul. D. Boyer

I really wanted to study for my chem test this Labour day.

But who knew, my tutorials were uncomplete. Thus, I have no idea how to answer the questions, like all.

So, I am prepared to fail tomorrow.

I cant stop being a mugger now. People know me as one. This studious image is hard to maintain, but I LOVE IT!

SO much better than being called an ahlian.

Sucks man. Must get back to studying.

Anyway, 11 more days to 11/5. But I probably have to wait for more than 11 days to feel very very happy.

I LOVE MY HAHAHA. (randomness) Very long never talk about hahahas with jac alrdy. Maybe cause our hahahas MIA for very long. Must youknow soon if this keeps up, the MIA thing.

I really hate physical activities.

Labels: chemistry, labour day, mugger