This post is gna make me sound v lousy and whatever. I dont really care if people call me weak. Its not worth it. Or I couldnt do it at that point in time.
First day of WORK was really shitty. I CRIED ON THE FIRST DAY OF WORK CAN! But before that Pearlyn and Michelle were nice to walk around with me at suntec for a bit before y work starts and haha, they were really like anxious parents sending me off. :)
It was the most horrible thing on earth I swear. The person just threw me at the entrance to DIE ALONE. All I did was find price tag thingies and laminate them. I had no idea what to do seriously cause she never give me anything to do OR TEACH ME WHAT TO DO LEH.
SO I had to sit there with this other girl and I was like being so quiet throughout. BEING UNABLE TO TALK SUCKS. ANd most importantly, I had no friends there to bitch too or what leh. FKING MISERABLE THE FEELING.
And right, I HATE DORA THE EXPLORER. HER BLOODY ITEMS MAKE ME V FRUSTRATED. Her stupid TENT price tag and her TOY THINGY.
I feel like I would rather go without money then work for it. I told Cheryl about my job woes and she said try out a few more days lor. :( The people there are really nice and everything but the feeling is still v v v miserable. They will talk to me and everything but is the polite polite kind, but... Cause you are totally clueless and dont know what to do. The people there like kinda fierce too.
Then while I was straightening out all the stupid toys, I cried and work leh. SO SHITTY.
SO HELPLESS.
AND I DONT CRY IN PUBLIC LOR! Hopefully it was not very obvious.
My parents were v nice about the while thing. They were v excited abt me getting a job and will sms me and draw a map of the BIG suntec city for me. Then after work they came picked me. It was horrible, the moment I got into the car cried like shit cause too fupset! But they were like okay its okay if u quit.
SIGH. I DONT KNOW WHY I WOULD WANT TO ACTUALLY FIND A JOB. I HAVE A PERFECTLY GOOD LIFE. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE GREEDY FOR MONEY. NO MONEY IS OKAY.
Anyway, this one day work experience has made me learned that, NEXT TIME, I WANT TO BE MY OWN BOSS and open my own shop or whatever. I refuse to work in a horrible environment. Or I should just live the tai tai life.
This fiasco should have been foreseen, there were warnings everywhere. The animal shop and BnJ refused to employ me. THESE WERE SIGNS. And i didnt heed it leading to this miserable state.
I want to quit so badly, but it would be v v bad for cheryl. Does anyone want to work at toyrus with me? at least I would have somebody to bitch with and endure this with.
THIS LIFE SUCKS. WORKING IS JUST OVERRATED.
Labels: LOUSY JOB.
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