"To live is so startling it leaves little time for anything else. " --Emily Dickinson

Danica Patrick. new idol. female F1 car racer. she's cool. but omg! she has wrinkles! WRINKLES! but i though she was only 22?!?! but she puts on lipstick. ah wells. cool hor? ahh! F1 is much better than netball any day.

the hols. and the hols. why it should be called holiday, i never knew. no time to have your own life during that period. how holy. too much stuff.

ate mashed potatoes while watching spongebob, nearly choked to death laughing while eating my mashed potato. and now i feel i alittle sick.

haixxx. there's something kinda wrong with this world. hmmm. my world is gonna get better.

SUCKS.

"Every true genius is bound to be naive. " -- Friedrich Schiller

ptc is over. wasnt too bad as i expected. but the topics were ridiculous. and irrelevant. arhhs. wahlaauus. mrs Lai said i need better time management. i think i know how to manage my time by myself. i actually plan a timetable. the reason why i only studied 2-3 hrs per day was because i was too lazy to study in the afternoon and i didnt have the mood to study.

the reason why i didnt do well was not because i didnt read the question well enough. (that was what i answered to her, bcos mrs ou-yeung was there) the reason was becos mrs sim was unable to interpret her own question and my answer incorrectly. i actually think i interpreted the question well enough and my answer was okay for my history! and the same applies for my english compo. i actually felt i should have gotten more than a 17. its one of those illogical things.

ahhs. and i certainly do not consult my teachers for help. i can cope. do u mrs lai seriously think i cant cope? cos i actually can. i totally know what i did wrong and it wont be wrong again. at this point in time i feel that teachers have no use except for maybe biology and maths. the rest, i can totally do especially english. arghs. and i feel that i should not be here at this point in time. my life wasnt plan in this way.

my day was okay. dont feel as depressed. on the contrary, i feel clever again. i pride myself on having read many books. i mean, even fathima cant compare to me in that aspect. look, she was reading can u keep a secret the other day. i read that book in sec 1. or p6.

i think i felt really clever when i was a little girl in primary school. i started to read harry potter in p4. i knew all about atoms and molecules, electricity, momentum and laws of some physics even before i reached p5. the smartyass. i learnt this through an educational medium, the television. i started using profound language and learnt the pythagoreas theorem in p6. tell me if i am not clever.

maybe its the many books and many television shows that i saw that made me clever. but the thing is. i still read. and i feel nerdy bout that. which is good in MY opinion. i mean i have read more books than some people have ever seen. i have read books that you have probably never heard of. and i read anykind of books except fantasy books with knights and unicorns that shit.

u see? i am actually smart. i know all about PHI and caeser box and cyrogenics and anti matter and the war of the roses and uniformitarianism and stuff like that. so u see, i am not stupid. i even know our amths uses the theory of the Fibonacci series. see? i know history and science and amazing facts about our planet. therefore i conclude i am not stupid. and i actually know i am not stupid! how bhb. and these are just the little things in my humongous brain.

i belong to the world where the book resides in the heart and the mind overrules the heart.

i do not believe in a stupid shuyan. i believe in myself.

*if u think this post sucks or it was thick skinned or u just didnt understand this post u are obviously not in the genre of intelligent species and therefore do not understand the woes of a genius. my condolences to you.

" And its all downhill from here." -- NewFound Glory

*shrieks* *screams*
i have just gotten to realised how pathetic and meaningless my life is.
ohmangodthisfreakingassholeexistenceofme
THIS SO SUCKS. first it was self-centeredness, now self depression. something wrong with me. OH MAN. ffffffffffffffff! suckers! everything is makiny my life miserable now! ahhh! and this does not concern the result slip.

the mere existene of me does not mean anything. OTFG. TFFFFG. i mean this sucks.

wahlauus


i FREAKING hate my scuker of a brother!

Take your sweet time -- Jesse McCartney!

It isnt a crime to want
A little space to breathe
But you will be fine
The sun again will shine on you
Whatever you do
[Chorus]
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here for you baby
Anytime
Im feeling you pull away'cause letting go isnt easy for me
But you'll never fly
With someone elses wings, I know
Wherever you go
[Repeat Chorus]
I will never stand in your way
Wherever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same
And I will be your comfort every day
Do you hear the words I say?
[Repeat Chorus]

" I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you" -- backstreet boys , incomplete

ptc tomorrow. cant imagine what lovely mrs lai would say. imagine;

mrs lai: does your chold study at home?
my dad: NO! she plays and sleeps and watch tv!
mrs:OHMY! what are we gonna do?
my dad: i cant make her study!
mrsl: maybe she needs tuition every single day of her life and banned her from watching tv and using the computer! seeing as her results are pathetic and lousy!

NoOOOo! or imagine:

mrs l: your daughter is a horrible ahlian who shows me attitude!
dad: AHLIAN? NO MORE POOL!

sorry. too extreme.

aiyeeee. what if she does that? my entire life would be ruined! i mean look at my results. my parents already HATE me. ptc just worsens bonds between parent and child. disastroius for the community seeing as the government wants us to spend time with our family. ptc is like bane of humanity. it destroys the family from within!

and my results were accidental. i didnt mean to do so badly. i did so badly because the teachers were incompetent. look at my chinese! 69.8! wt*%&. only 0.2 to A2. thanks to the incompetent teacher who doesnt know how to teach, causing me to sleep in class and the day before the exam to panic and stare at all the foreign words which i have never seen before in my entire life.

my chinese used to be excellent until now...
my english used to be perfect until now...
my maths used to be flawess until now..
my science wasnt at all that good...

i dont understand! what caused this weird drastical change in me?even gabriel leow is smarter than me!see the difference between the age 12s and the age 15s! it cant be the hormones! it cant be taht i used to be smart and now not smart! bcos i dont believe i will turn STUPID like that. it probably is because i didnt work hard enough. illogical. i dont believe in a stupid shuyan! why? suddenly it seems like my lovely brain cant take in all this information. i understand everything correctly and i am able to memorise stuff so why the lousy results?

COMBINED HUMANITIES. the suckerr. my history used to be one of my best sujects. arhhs. i hate SBQs. oh well. i am gonna do excellent for my humanites and A*maths! watch and see! at least B3 in everything! it A BIG DEAL when u are living in a world surrounded by SUPER SMART people who get 90 ++ for every subject!

okay. now i feel depressed. it'll pass. i feel disgusting bout ME! not correct either. it must be the result slip which is causing me so much distress! this is all so incorrect. stupid life. the thing is, i cant accept the lousy results. 2 Cs.

hiazz.

Girl, get over it. end of year's report slip will be filled with A1s and A2s and B3s!

the misereable and the **&^$@% depressed.

"A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. " -- Ingrid Bergman

A very hilarious and superficial post meant purely for the entertainment of blogger and her weird frinds during the ultimate boredness of Mrs Sim's history Lesson.

During the very enriching one and a half hour of educational and inspection. We came up with a few of the very important conclusion.

The things that a perfect guy should have!
( Compiled by chiam shu yan, cheryl phua, chung jia yu and jacquelyn)

Shuai - ( inclues sparkling eyes, kissable lips, nice eyebrows and nice nose and teeth )
Cute
Cool
Slight 6-pack
Sweet
Caring
Sporty
Food loving
100% devoted
No jie di lian
Rich
Good character
No smoking
No SEX
do not have bad breath
No frenching
A little tan
Good dress sense
dont act in front of his friends
know when to shut up
Nice hair
No sweaty hands
Have a piercing on the ear, no other piercings on other parts of body
not too much of a nerd

*uhs please note that all weird and superficial requests were made by jia yu. and wanted No hands holding, but a bit too much so ... and this is the perfect guy! so its impossible to find one. and its purely made up by the people who are currently singe and watch too much tv!


The stuff that a perfect girl should have!
( compiled by all the above people and Koh Wei Jie)

not sophisticated
pretty
not a flirt
chatty
goot figure(BB)
cute
caring
sweet
no drinking
no smoking
no gambling
no sluttiness
no bitchiness
no auntyness
not bimbotic
not many
not haolian
not ah lian
girlish
sporty
not boisterious
Does exercise with Wei Jie ( must be tiring, fast, furious and hot ) EXERCISING!
good at frenching

yeaps. the most educational history lesson. lazy to type my perfect list guy so next time anyway, this is hilarious. other censored stuff were edited out of the discussed thing!

LOL. anyways, got back the level position shit! class, 14/40. level 71/200 ARGHS! sucky results. dropped terribly. also saw jac's poreverted guy on bus 76 ytd! freaking scary! worahs! oh and i am gonna improve my results and come in top 40 in level results! HAH!

oh and its the last day of school. the june holidays dont seem nice. too much action pack! no time for ANYTHING. i will spend the whole of my june holidays moaning my ass off. there is absolutey no difference. CCAs and educational courses should be banned during the holidays. holidays when u get no rest SHOULD NOT be called holidays. it just gives the teachers and the principal time to slack off while we work our butts off. a little unfair. and they get paid for slacking while we pay for all the work. how nice and correct!

UNFAIR WORLD. i mean, jesse mccartney's got a girl! 5 months. hmm. wonder how long they will last. luckily didnt decide to marry him or anything like prince william. i had admire/ idolise / marry but all didnt sound right.

so i ask jia yu :" u __*what*__ steven gerrad?
jia yu:" i LOVE steven gerrad"

okay, so now i LOVE Jesse McCartney. purely love only! see? HAHA.


shoOoyaners in the hebe and wilbur affair

"Dreams have only one owner at a time. That's why dreamers are lonely. " -- Erma Bombeck



the love of my life currently. ayee! he is so yummy! the world loves him too. only 18! ( drifts off to the world of unreality )

i HATE coldstorage and giant and lousy supermarkets. i cant get prices off their stuff over the internet. HOW lousy! great way to attract TONS of customers and boost their market sales. HOw clever. another one of those fantasitic marketing strategy where u cant get any information off the consumer! HOW amazing. its a miracle they can still survive.

ayee! doing crappy stuff sucks. its BORING! june is so cramped, so many things to do! no time to go out. my MADAGASCAR. aiyaa! luckily no remedial. gonna spent the time reading my ass off. wil go borders one day and read all the shitty comics there! FoXTROT!

courtroom sessions are so fun. but will not be a lawyer when grown. my case should be won over the next few months. sufficient evidence is present.

AIYA! no xingqing to talk about stuffs. i HATE my name getting spelt wrongly. i still have lots of things to say! i just dont have the patience to say it all out! OH MAN!

shoOoooyaners

"Because You Live" -- Jesse

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
SomewhereI couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason whyI carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live

bwahah! my new love. oh, and i ditched prince william.
and i realised. i feel really self centred these past few weeks. its all about me! look at my blog! maybe its nature of human beings to be superior as we move on two legs.self centred is not good. gotta be more humble and more less humane.

hebe and wilburr!

"The fact that i rock should be faced, the truth that i am smart should be known, the future of a genius is to happen.." -- god knows where my brother got that from

i changed my blogskins. remarkable feat. did it in one hour and its so adorable. back to blogging again. yeahhs. got a new love, Jesse McCartney. he is so YUMMY. i saw his beautiful soul mtv. spoiled the whole song in my opinion. He is one cool DUDE!

ayees. feel so damn tired. Brandon tan is one lucky guy! played gunbound with him last night and he got 3 knights. unfairness! i have one shittyass brother. i CANT STAND HIM ANY LONGER! slap him in the ass and hope on of his asses drop off. =D

left a tiny bit of my english portfolio not done. namely one book review and the shitty reflections but other than that! its okay! and its gonna rain. i cant eat anymore!

"i try to be me." -- Meredy Chao TIan Zhen

i really have no mood to blog cause of this not so lovely skin. it looks kinda ridiculous afer a while. new skin probably coming out in like one week time. may blog, may not blog. BUT THIS, i really have to gloat. its like the best thing since my emaths result!



They are kissing. (dreamthing) yeahhs. its like YAY! wilbur is perfect. Toro is a thing of the past. i wonder why was i blinded. ayeee. wilbur. loovely guy. YUMMY ASS.

"Humor is an affirmation of man's dignity, a declaration of man's superiority to all that befalls him. " -- Romain Cary

ooooooh. guides = tiring today. all stinnky and sweaty after it. ayee.

no comments lar. too tired already. andrea's class is a nice bunch of peeps.

DAVID ROCKS! ROCKS LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS! look wht he did! even if it doesnt look likehebe, he make wilbur hiss hebe's face. but still got selina's hair. but heck. its still good. hebe and wilbur. so compatable! look at http://www.a-control.com.sg/dave/hilber.jpg ! damn cool.

PROX. the hebe wilbur love affair!

"i look into your eyes and i see an angel in disguise, sent down from above for me to idolise." -- quote from somebody describing hebe's beauty. HA! not me.

LOL! the proclamation of my results. (wrong use of vocab)

eng : 30/50
emaths : 81/100
amaths : 56/100
chi : 68 / 100
bio : 74/100
chem : 66/100
combined humans : 27/60

i failed my combined hamanities. its sorta illogical as well cos i tot i would actually do well for my history. ayeeee! stupid friggin mrs sim. i could have passed! no more handphone i guess. ah wells. i will do better. hope my compo excells. hehehs. think i gonna get into shit cos my maths file completely SUCKS. no corrections done. hmmmmers?

getting pissed easily nowadays. siaaan. anyways! david is gonna help me make wilbur kiss hebe. whee! first step to dream come true. wilbur rocks. he damn cool. toro seems so idiot and old and retro and gay. so unfit for hebe! but wilbur, he rocks. i love wilbur. ayeee! wilbur rocks! MUAHAs! *beeps* just please dont let wilbur fall for selina first. ayee!

shoOoooyaners .

"I love that whole princess mentality, but I also like throwing my hair in a ponytail and just wearing jeans, going on a hike and then eating a big chili-cheeseburger." -- Jennifer Love Hewitt

hah! my exams are finally over. but i miss studying. think i am gonna flunk everything especially social studies. my answers were shooort. ayee. indulging myself in senseless stuff now. gonna get my roxy wallet soon. back to boring studying tomorrow. succks. anyway part of my memory seems to have gotten lost and all i recall from the past few days was just yesterday.

we got the keys for the pool room yesterday. finally, can play pool after so long. ermm. got to play for a while thanks to some inconsiderate, thick-skinned, insensitive and DUMB ass. we couldnt continue on the game. den we went to canteen and GOSSIPED. i love gossiping. hahas. its like, a normal thing lor. and its a way of learning new information. then went to tommy's house where we went and gossiped some more and played cards. then went home. and slept. i love sleeping. slept till 12 plus this morning.

anyway, i got the new artemis fowl book! hhahaha. its new~ its just out~ and i read it. X) and i am gonna get the secrets behind the da vinci code book too! ahhs. the lovely intellect in me. harry potter in july! HAHA! i need more books. i really ccant take the limited supply in my house. hohumm.

and my brudder got 99 over 100 for his maths exam. the smart genes must be herditary. i have decided to give up on the s.h.e. alarm clock thing. such a big sacrifice. toro is a male slut.

TORO IS A MALE SLUT. slap toro, slap him. hebe will have nothing to do with him.

latest news flash! wilbur is not standing beside hebe in their coca-cola ad. what is WRONG with the directors and company? Why must hebe be with some old guy while selina gets to be with wilbur and ella with SHAWN? HUH? the idiotcy. issnt it obviousthat hebe and wilbur were meant to be together. from the moment they set eyes on each other! every single picture i see does not involve hebe standing next to wilbur. WHY? WHY? i dont understand. -sighs-

meredychaotianzhen-

i am back in business. await my longer and detailed posts coming up in the future. =)