i hate wilber and selina. adulterous pair. kissed during the bloody coca-cola ad. still say each others lips so *beep* soft.
shit'em, for now, its HT. until i get over that heartbreak. even my wall paper is HT. i miss the old toro. i want the old him back! and all my lovely fanfics all read, Hebe and Toro. and the *beep* ones say," Wilber and Selina. more shit.
i really want the old toro back. the lovable and kawaii toro from energy. i still cant "fang xia" the thinking of HT. damnned. they look so sweet together.
i *beep* hate wilber. i *beep* hate toro. why did they just had to go and do all those stuff that never was meant to be. why are guys such *beep* jerks. they are such *beep* freaks.ask them to go to *beep* hell. shit'em.
and my life is currently in ruins. i have so many problems and myself to tell.
and i am one strong girl.
my belief have never faltered. the fairytale which i so strongly believed in has crumpled before my very eyes, yet i still believe, it will come true one day.
i believe in keeping stuff to myself, because everything that isnt kept to yourself, may lead to your downfall one day. my problems cant be solved by anyone except myself. and i believe, people arent really that interested in hearing your problems because the nature of humans, are self centered, which is why, you pay a psychaitrist to listen.
i dont care anymore. i will stand back up again. when all is finished, i will find a way.
doesnt matter. no one cares. no one will ever bother.
7:30 PM;