there's a whole mix of emotions inside of me.
one part of me is : depressed ; dejected ; angry and dis-heartening.
another part of me is : nervous ; worried and excited.
can anyone really feel sucha whole range of emotions. its so eeeyuck. i hate saying "wahlau" even if i do it everyday. i hate swearing. its so bad. but everyday, i feel like swearing. its whole emotions thing just suck.
i dont even want to feel some of these feelings.
i dont want to be like that.
i dont want things to just affect me like that.
i dont want to be affected by people who doesnt give a damn about me.
i dont want to get bothered by these things, these people.
oh man, this sucks. i seriously have better things to do than think about stuff like that. but like, highly emotional and petty people, i cant let go of it. i seriously admire those people who actually can get over stuff.
damn damn damn damn it.
p.s. i am going vegan next tues with david. yippee.
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