ptc tomorrow. cant imagine what lovely mrs lai would say. imagine;
mrs lai: does your chold study at home?
my dad: NO! she plays and sleeps and watch tv!
mrs:OHMY! what are we gonna do?
my dad: i cant make her study!
mrsl: maybe she needs tuition every single day of her life and banned her from watching tv and using the computer! seeing as her results are pathetic and lousy!
NoOOOo! or imagine:
dad: AHLIAN? NO MORE POOL!
sorry. too extreme.
aiyeeee. what if she does that? my entire life would be ruined! i mean look at my results. my parents already HATE me. ptc just worsens bonds between parent and child. disastroius for the community seeing as the government wants us to spend time with our family. ptc is like bane of humanity. it destroys the family from within!
and my results were accidental. i didnt mean to do so badly. i did so badly because the teachers were incompetent. look at my chinese! 69.8! wt*%&. only 0.2 to A2. thanks to the incompetent teacher who doesnt know how to teach, causing me to sleep in class and the day before the exam to panic and stare at all the foreign words which i have never seen before in my entire life.
my chinese used to be excellent until now...
my english used to be perfect until now...
my maths used to be flawess until now..
my science wasnt at all that good...
i dont understand! what caused this weird drastical change in me?even gabriel leow is smarter than me!see the difference between the age 12s and the age 15s! it cant be the hormones! it cant be taht i used to be smart and now not smart! bcos i dont believe i will turn STUPID like that. it probably is because i didnt work hard enough. illogical. i dont believe in a stupid shuyan! why? suddenly it seems like my lovely brain cant take in all this information. i understand everything correctly and i am able to memorise stuff so why the lousy results?
COMBINED HUMANITIES. the suckerr. my history used to be one of my best sujects. arhhs. i hate SBQs. oh well. i am gonna do excellent for my humanites and A*maths! watch and see! at least B3 in everything! it A BIG DEAL when u are living in a world surrounded by SUPER SMART people who get 90 ++ for every subject!
okay. now i feel depressed. it'll pass. i feel disgusting bout ME! not correct either. it must be the result slip which is causing me so much distress! this is all so incorrect. stupid life. the thing is, i cant accept the lousy results. 2 Cs.
hiazz.
Girl, get over it. end of year's report slip will be filled with A1s and A2s and B3s!
the misereable and the **&^$@% depressed.
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