"Who you are speaks so loudly I can't hear what you're saying." -- Ralph Waldo Emerson

oh man. i feel damn fucked up.
i have to stop bitchinging around.
stop getting pissed easily.
stop wanting to give everyone a kick in the ass.
stop finding fault with everything.
stop hating everything that i have.
stop being dissatisfied with everything around me.

and guess what?

i really hate fatihma. she is such a lousy person. i felt damn good when we "shoot" her today. i realy hate her. she is such a loser girl witha fucked up brain. she thinks that she is so great but guess what? she is just a piece of shit. i know i have to stop bitching bout her. but her attitude just sucks. she dont deserves the attention we give her seriously. and she gives off an air of fake arrogance. i just wanna slap her. i cant tolerate anymore.

plus i am still confused. hebe/toro or wilbur/hebe. wilbur is a dman sweet guy. but toro is dman suai. arrhs. maybe i shoud support htw. ot thw or wth. YES! maybe wth is the solutionn. hmm. SUCKERS.